Another A again ?!

tis is coincidence ..
after abt 1 week we communicate
akmal asked in an indirect way

aww ..
he's polite
not usual to meet ppl like tis
he's alrite wit anythin
get hurt by a ' no ' ?

so sorry if it is
doesnt mean to
but really a nice guy of u
keep it up yaw !
haha

19.2.11

2011 F1 Orientation

On the 1st week of school in 2011 ....
2nd n 3rd day after sch reopen we had orientation for f1 students
tis year i felt like many f1 people tat i knew
which is my fren's siblings
azril's sis (syahirah j), nik's sis (danial dubais) , q'ney's bro (J'minn) & my dad's fren son (kar fai)
* i dont really knw how to spell the names

tis year,
new prs also involved in tis orientation
good also
they can learn some skills
n experienced
tis would probably a good time for them to learn ! haha

As usual,
every year,
we introduced ourselves
i realise i become more brave than previous year
i talked more
n speak better
but of coz
much more improvement gotto be done :)
mayb nex year .. last chance
huhu

Orientation was totally fun !
i was shocked !
when i knew amirul will be joining us
initialy shud be syakib who replace peh's place
den he dont have sch orange shirt
so in the end amirul replace it
haha
im still in doubt why him ?
who called him ?
hmm ...

Ketua for each group was told to choose 20 students, 10 gurls, 10 boys
when teacher said that ,
in yshin's mind would be " i wana choose az's sis ! "
and so ,
i didnt put any hope on choosing her
if she did not chose her ,
i still wont choose her unless she's really left behind

As wat i've expected,
the 1st person she chose is sj ..
wanted to be urs ? take it
i dont want either !
duh ~

While im choosing my group members,
syahirah shouted to me
" wen ying ! why didnt u choose me ?! "
i was stunt for a moment
n i said
" she chose u ady mah "

instantly i felt sorry for syahirah
tats not i wanted to
im force to
so sorry ~
i knew im not wrong
but i dont know why,
i just felt sorry n guilty
for u
please forgive ...

On 2nd day of orientation,
suddenly i saw q'ney's bro
i didnt know he's f1 alrdy ! hahaha
and i chose him to be my group member

Overall ,
orientasi was fun
although i incharge of the same game -- spider web

thru tis ,
i realise n i can see tat haizad had changed
to a better person = )

And ,
why miru out of sudden treat me so good ?
i thought he hav gf ?
im amazed ..
why huh ?
i cant make up my mind
he's not like tat b4 ...


Tiring yet enjoyable

: )

Sch reopen 2011

Its friday now ..
last day of the 1st week after sch reopen
tis week is not a nice week
i dont un physics
many new subjects which is not easy to cope wit
i tell myself,
i gota try harder !
do not repeat my past mistakes again !
fuhh !

Tis week,
aj didnt talk to me
i just dont know wat happened to us
can't we be as usual ?
cant we be frens again ?
this situation didnt benefit either one of us
n im da one who was suffering all the while
im a real fool !
blinded by a word -- Love
haih ..

As i've almost predicted before,
whether we will be better ? or worst ?
and now
thr's da answer
we've become even worst
n its not a gud thing
i would not wan tis to continue

I want to flee !!

shoo shooo !

Another A ?

Only a short time about 2 or 3 months
many things had happened
many things between us
we enjoyed
I really miss the end of 2010 !

We meet each other
i went to ur hse
we went for sports, outing, shopping
for once we're extremely close ....
tats not a single thing of me tat u're blank of
im honest to u
in everything ..

since 2011
since sch reopen ,
we seems like dont even know each other
we didnt speak even a word
we didnt smile
we didnt stare

I'm damn emo
my face is not lighted wit a slight smile
till then i really really realise ,
all these while ,
im just having fun wit myself

I realise u tried to walk bac
i realise u try avoiding me
then why u treat me sooo good ?
i dont want it !
T^T

U make me suffer
u make me hard to lose u
u're a bad guy !
totally bad !
u're cool
u're proud
just bcoz u're rich
u're bad
u're helpless
u're bringing trouble !
u're not caring ...

Sorry ..
im just trying to use tis way to forget u
things between us during da holidays ,
was really a sweet sweet memories
sweeter than the honey bee
sweeter than ever !

I wont forget it 4eva !
i will keep it in my heart n mind
i hope it is same to u
i hope at least u did put a little true heart on me
i hope u're not just acting on behalf of me

Remember me,
remember our secrets,
remember our memories
bring them wherever u go


Baby dolphin
lurve ~
Jay B