Another H

Its another H here..
I dunno wat 2 say or how 2 say....
its all start during deepavali tis year (few days ago b4 tis post)
till then,
genting trip on 9th of Nov
it was an unforgettable one!

It keep coming into my mind
wherever i go
whatever i do
whenever im free
argh...
rescue me!

I did not happen after a long time
now
its coming again
wat shud i do?

2day u asked me,
da ques tat i was eager 2 listen
but dunno how i face it
which was askin 4 cpl
Nway, still hav 2 giv u an ans when u asked 2 do so
so i said idk
after tat,
da whole situation changed
it seems lik we're all down
dunno y..
it just happen suddenly

da prob why i couldnt accept is so many
many stuff came into my mind
later,
u asked 2 change other topic

I just wana say,
u're good
but mayb its not da time yet
as u said,
u asked at da wrong time

I hope u dont misunderstand
be confident in urself
u're not not gud,
u're good!
U like 2 make tat face infront of me
duh~


-Haziq safri-

Outing wif frenss

Yahhooooooo!
2dy went outing wif frenss
q'ney, rachel, jane & peh
old town, mc'd n cass top.. xD

It was not lik wat i had expected... hehe
phew~
quite fun.. i mean, ok la.... ^^
i had learnt something.....

I learnt a word -- understanding, from u
i noe y he would like u
no wonder he could keep mention bout u in front of me
thr's no doubt at all..
I've changed..
i hope tis lesson will last in me 4ever it can....

No one is perfect, but u're gud in some way
keep it up!
my fren =)

Between u n me

Why are u always so gud?
im kinda jealous bout it
why?
i can tell u tat u are soooooo damn lucky, did u noe tat?
u hav da things ppl dont hav..
myb u did appreciate..
but plz rmb 2 appreciate it always.....
although if u think tis kind of thgs is common among ppl around u...

U have a gud bacground..
a warm family..
a gud heart..
an intelligent brain..
a nice physical..
a gud attitude..
wat else?
wat is missing?
NO..
nothing!

Omgosh..

Im not like u..
i suffer in tis world...
im not enjoying 2 da fullest..
i dont hav 2 gud brain like urs
i DONT HAVE!!

Haih...
But one thing i keep telling myself :
mayb all these im facing now
was a key in da future
where i could adapt 2 all these
and make it as a lesson
to avoid this 2 happen again
in order 2 live a happy n gud life
in da future.....

No pain no gain

Life is so unfair

today get resultss 4 pmr trial....
get a few subjects which is sc, sej n geo..
can say ok la my marks.....

It is so unfair when u all keep saying i get so high marks..
sort of angry face lik tat
when get high marks cannot talk anythg d la?
muz keep quiet la?

I said it is so unfair bcz
why?
why u all keep saying ONLY me?
not yi xin not avinaash not pavi?
hey!
wat is all tis? huh?
myb coz im UNUSUAL.. in a way where i doesnt get high marks always..
not lik them...
so i think u all say me lik tis bcz of tat.....

She get high marks u all dun say?
why huh?
why? why? why?
all i get is suffer..
duh~

Wana keep quiet d....
let u all talk finish only i talk..

A word -- unfair!

Time fly swiftly

"time fly swiftly" tis word i told my fren twice dii...
i mean.. 2 diff fren la of cuz!
n i totally agree tat time fly swiftly.....
but when u're in a happy mood.. time fly extra swiftly than when u're unhapii.....
y huh? y happy time would passed so quick??
hmm...
bcz we doesnt realise abt time when we're happy.... =D

well,
start frm tmr resultssss will be coming out n out..
huhu..
hope 4 flying colours!!
at least 8A's la plzz.......
esp english.. ==
(4 my mum)

but still tmr got 2 more exams..
moral & art... (not important, tats y im here now so free 2 write blog)
hahahahah

so long didnt write at my own blog..
busying posting n posting at 37_oneluvRhythm blog nii......

btway, Im 15 years n 1 day young! =)

Go away

Plzz...
I beg u..
can u go away?!
u're killing me......
Im suffering bcz of u...
i juz dont lik it!!

Regret tat i've left a bad impression in u
n a bad responce 2 u
but its not frm ME
its not da real ME....
i'll change it one day
Wait n See...

Why r u such breathtaking..?
im suffocated..
gasping 4 air......

Haih~
T^T

Undescribeable

U're undescribeable....
tell me y its so hard 2 forget?
why it keeps playin around my mind?..

Im so afraid..
afraid dat my heart will be numb bcz of u....
afraid dat i'll upset bcz thgs bout u...

U're not perfect
but u're perfect 4 me...
i noe, being with a perfect person aint easy..

Mayb thr's a reason which i cant get u now...
myb u're kept 4 da future?
i dunno~
eager 2 noe ur future....

Why u threat me tis way?
u keep changing..
i dont get it......
U told me ur routine
n i think itz true....

I juz dont get u... 0.o"

Reminds of U

Every single thg bout u caught my full attention....
Ur colour
Ur style
Ur words
Ur food
Ur expressions

Puple, green
Simple
U're da man!!
Shaperd's pie, agar2
Wink..... hahahah

But itz all a past............
Its a memory~

Haizz..

Soul of calligraphy

(Dun reli noe how 2 spell kaligrafi.. heheh)
juz now wrote 1 page of zhong kai hw....
as usual, its our weekly hw.. Zz

usually i wrote vry ugly wan... dunno how 2 write it!! ==
but tdy... its lik an improvement..
seems lik my words look nicer ady.... hahaha
myb i start 2 knw tis kaligrafi thingy.. hehe

bt stil hav 2 wait n c wat marks tcher wil gv... haha
hope wun b dissapointed.. =)

Holiday's here again =]

1st term sch break!! hoho
but..
holiday is ntg 4 me...
stil gotta go sch 4 extra classes n all those 'hols' hmworksss.... Zzz
plus study summore (say oni) .. hahah
whr gt holiday??! Haiz

wat 2 do.. pmr lorr....
every tcher keep putting pressure on us by saying pmr pmr n pmr.. ishh
enuf la! gonna boom dii lar.. haiyo......



Nway, hApii holidays yar~ ^^
Enjoy~

March resultz

Rawrrr... march results is all out..
My results are below::
Bm ----- 77
Bi ------ 88
Bc ----- 75
Maths -- 100
Sej ----- 90 (h)
Geo ---- 98 (h)
Kh ----- 100 (h)
Sc ----- 94

wat is dis?? haha
dunno wat shud i say....
good but nt gud till dat type..
bad aso nt bad till too bad..
anyway, stil hapii bout it lar!! hahaha

walao... i n yi xin juz difference in 1 mark!! fuyohh... high 5~ (although nt same but stil can high5 rite?) haha xp
didnt thought b4 dat i could get 100 marks.. n for 2 sub....surprising~ hehe
wat a nice number..
feel proud of it...
too bad im nt goin sch tmr... =p hehe

N reli lucky tis exam...
dunno y some simply choose aso can correct o.. especially bc... swt
i thought i can fail my chinese leh... huhu
phew~

btw, im here 2 say..
let da past b da past...
put on more effort 4 da future..
manda, u've improved alot.. although didnt reach ur target... but 1 step at a time..
i noe u can! =]
jyjy!!! especially my beloved gang2.... hahahah

thx alot guys~!! ^^

Finished March exam!!

Yeah~
Tdy last day of March exam.....
can relax a lil while aftr burning d midnite oil for 3 days... phew~
tired...
aftr exam i went bac home n slp for 4 hours.... haha
damn tired man..
wana rest ady...

i wana scream!!
juz feel lik wana fly up high!
wooohoooooooooooooo~!!!!
hapiii~ = )

hahahahahahah

Exam is coming

Exam is coming soon arr!! haiz..
i havent start a thg! T^T
how??! cham... omg..

u all keep dun belif tat i didnt revise anythg... i reli dint open any book lar!!
i noe wat u all thinking..
n i aso noe wat makes u all dun blif me.....

dont noe how 2 tell u guys so tat u all wil belif me...
i noe da moment i tell u guys is lik im jokin + nt serius..
how can i take it so easy.. rite?
n tats d reason tat makes u all feel im bluffin u....
im tryin nt 2 make myself too pressure...
im pressure enuf dii la..... aiz

u all think dat i say dint touch anythg is 2 make u all relax abit...rite?
u'r all my frens... i hav a smart n hardworkin fren.. gud rite?!
y i wana do tiz? haiyoo

Study hard ya!
-37+one LuvRhythm-
hahahah =)


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my bottle is lost!!
its in sch.... but where??
haiz.. who took it la?!

how i take water 2 sch... haiyoo
my bottle arr~ huhu T.t

pinky pinky..

Cny - 4th day

Ytd my hse arr... lik "open hse" lik dat.... haha
popo n bobo cum.. (im slping)
den awhile ltr ee frm taiping reach liao...
aftr dat my gugu, uncles n aunties they all..... O.o
at nite my neighbour summore...
fuyohh~
tiring..


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2day goin 2 jane's hse... party..
oni can go 4 a few hours....huhu
whr gt enuf der??! T^T
summore muz go tt...
n cousins comin here tdy.... aiyoo
hAizz..
damn!!!

h0pe all of us wil hav fun thr la..
bbye~ =)

Down...huhu

Down down down down down~
=(

Cny (2nd day)

2nd day of cny le...
i went 2 popo hse.. visit + lunch....
1st day wear new clothes o...hahah
quite unlucky lo tdy.. broke popo's plate aftr havin lunch...psps~

ok ler.. chit chat..makan2...take ang paos.... haha
hot weather lor...phew~
non-stop sweatin....><"

hapii cny~ ^^

Itz cny!!!

2day is da 1st day of cny...
n i juz stay at home..
im sick!!! T^T
fever, cough, flu, headache, bodyache......aiz
cant do anythg else...juz slp..Zzz

cnt eat biscuit & junk food wor....
i wan eat leh!!
ltr ppl eat fnish lerr...hahah
i eat liao sumbody angry o...
sory harr.. i stil try liao abit leh....hehe
i try nia ma.. nxt time ok liao i eat all!! hmph~ xD

haiz... hope wil recover as soon as possible..
mny more chores 2 do during hols leh!! huhu
wish u guys out thr hav fun ya~ =D

hapii cny + valentines!! ^^
[14 Feb 10]

Went bai bai hse

waa...itz last day---friday!!
n holiday!
me, jane n max went 2 peh peh hse celebrate cny...
v go thr abt evening n cum bac at nite..
1st time visit peh's hse leh... hahah
went into peh's room.. nice lorr...
i luv da pic~ hehe

everybody 2gther lou sang..haha
den eat..chit chat...snacks.... =D
summore v make our own homemade milkshake tim..
1st time make it leh.. hahah
banana n papaya flavour~ ^^

4 of us sot liao larr...laugh til siao.. lolz
especially b4 wana go bac dat time....
ply those nuts.. throw here n thr...wahaha
v dirty peh peh place liao..hehe
but peh who teach us 2 throw de.... xD

go bac time..vry vry tired liao....
n slpy...
but reli reli hapii~ ^^
nex time v ply again k?? haha

-memories-
[12 Feb]

last day b4 cny holidays

friday!!!
itz last day sch n hols!! haha
aftr sch v all celebrate yx bday outside d sch gate....
v gave her a surprise... ^^
yx cried when she open her eyes..
i guess she's soo touched... + vc holdin cake infront of her woo.. haha
u hav a shock rite??
makes me wana cry wit u when u hug me.... T^T

i knw u cant 4get it... hahah
u're soo wlcm~
hapii bday yx! =]


xxxxxx


last day sch b4 hols tcher keep givin us hw....
all subject + 2gthr bcums sooo mny liao lar!!
how can fnish??!
ishh
hols no fun~ T.t
cny no time 2 ply...huhu

Hapii hols guys~

[12 Feb 2010 (friday)]

Road run 2010 - 438

I dun lik my number!! ><"
438.. swt ==
nt nice....

so fast tis yr road run is over...
less exercise.. n study time~ huhu
tiz yr got num 54 arr!!!!
dropped liao... last yr stil can get 20 leh.. hahah
hate la.. y wana at running time oni stomach pain arr?!! ishhh
if not i can get in front abit le...T^T

guys, let us try harder nx year..
smile~ =)

[6/2/10]

Jogging wit classmatess

Went jog wit classmates...
morning 6.15am jane wake me up....
7 sumthg jun cum my hse, go fetch azril den go ftsya hse..
so early!!!
Zzz.. stil tired~

azril so brave lor... dare 2 sit ppl's car..aso nt close.... haha
11 of us go emerald jog.. aftr tat bcum 13 ppl liao... walao
reli huge group... hahah
me, jane, nik, dubais (nik's bro), azril, haziq, hana, fatasya, balqish, natasya & zairi...
at emerald so ngam met wit amirul zafry.. he n his little bro join us awhile...
b4 tat amirul came wit hisyam + paan...

dunno y he keep lookin at me?? haha
weird.....
dun think so muc la u.. hahah
aftr jog 9 of us went 2 mamak eat roti canai....
den azril's mum fetch nik n his bro & me n jane home..
walao.. his mum reli frenly.... haha.. cute
she's so nice... ^^

bac home.. mny thgs keep bother me....
n i dunno wats dat....
aftr nap wit jane on da floor..
a gud news took away all da thgs which bother me b4 tat...hehe
jane told me dat azril's ask 4 my num...
haha.. wat so gud news? cheh~

a fun day...bt tired..
hope all of u guys try ur best in da coming road run ya!!
gambateh~ ^^

`traffic light`

A boy threat a gurl so gud till tat she's so touched by him...
its all vry obvious.....
tat gurl was hapi dat she could hv a vry bez fren...
n she hope it wil stop thr..
b4 tis, gurl keep a red light..
when time passes by..
slowly...
she turns it 2 yellow....
n myb she juz wana mantain yellow..

2day, tat gurl saw some picss of an old time story..
she began 2 feel inconfidence n impossible...

now, it bcums yellow-red..

when boy get closer 2 her.. she feel scared n sumtimes tryin 2 avoid....
bcuz she dun believe it..
n she were not so confident...
she tries hard.. but stil same....
gurl dunno wat 2 do...

green light is not suitable 4 her..
but she dun wan a red light....
still, yellow is da best...
itz not green, so v cannot go yet... hav 2 wait 4 da nex light..
waitin slowly n patiently.......
tryin 2 move slow....

-traffic light story-

sch days

tiz yr sch is soo busy....
hav 2 rush here rush thr... phew~
lack of rest n no free time..
wat 2 do... pmr tis year le....haiz
jy ba~

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tdy at schl i scolded ys... dunno y....
suddenly out of patience le..haih
plus im tired.. so i easily get angry.....
but actually i started 2 tease her 1st de lor.. ><"
sorry~
recess time u cried.. scare me...
i tot itz my fault...
but if its reli my fault y u wait till recess time oni cry??! lolz
n dat mx har.. didnt make sure den say ppl liao... ishh
gek dao n hurt dao... damn

its all over nw..so suan le ba~
aso quite used 2 it le...haih
cnt stand ys those 'bullier' behaviour leh..bt of cuz sometimes she's gud gal... =) haha
hope she'll get rid of those character larr....
dunno how 2 help her..
when she noe how 2 learn frm mistakes den im sure she'll b perfect le...

gud luck~

2010 orientation is over!!

when itz sch hols... i was hopin tat sch reopen faster....
bcz i was eager abt da orientation.....
now, orientation on 5th & 6th Jan (tues & weds) is over!!
hAiz~
fun day had gone...
no more orientation.. means no more fun...
hav 2 start studyin again...... huhu

tis yr orientation is easier than lst yr (4 me)..
cuz zhariff wil handle most of it....
hahah.. relax~
i juz nid 2 help out abit.... =)
not lik last yr... hehe
irfan, im nt blaming u laa.. dun misunderstand.....
u're helpful too...
u tried ur best...
juz u're too shy.... haha

itz quite fun partner wit zhariff... haha
u helped alot..
n most important!!!
not only those 'junior' learnt frm u...
even ME.. aso get sumthg frm u.... u teached me sumthg undirectly...

our station 10 is spider web..
at da end of d game... u told every1 tat tis is not juz an ordinary game..
thrs sumthg hidden inside da game....
according 2 u, our lifes wil hav mny -ve thgs bothering us..
n da small small holes is lik those negative thgss..
such as cigarette smokin, stealing, ponteng sklh...dsb
so u say, dont choose those small holes.. pilihla lubang yg besar2.... haha
dont let those -ve thgs affect us...
n v hav 2 b brave..
lik crossing those "webs" hav 2 b brave too!
when u 1st told these 2 d 1st group, i was shock...
i dunno tat tis game is actually full of meaning..
dat da reason y i said i've learnt frm u.....

u're soo "KETUA"... ><"
even im ur partner u instucted me in front of those f1 juniors!! T^T so yu de leh... ish2
n u instruct me do tis do dat.. arghh
finally i juz listen 2 u n sit down thr alone n moody.... hmphh!
n awhile ltr u came n sit down nearby..
v both 'nap' while waitin fur groups 2 cum.... soo tired..
at tis time i brave up myself n ask u smthg...
tat i planned 2 ask.... hahaha

during tis 2 days, i think i've noe u slightly better...
bt not all.......
thrs stil mny places dat i dun understand bout u..
especially ur character....
y u sooo lik 2 call chinese gals amoi?? though thr's name tag!!! ishh~ hate it la..
n u'r soo cool... especially when u'r conducting da group..
myb u wana act "fierce".. so dat those 'kids' wil listen 2 u....
tis is y our group is quite 'boring'.. bcuz nobody dare 2 joke n ply2... haih
thr're no laughter in our group..
bt stil sumtimes, u wil b plyful n funny..... (when u're wit frenz)
n u lik 2 tease ppl... ish
i guess tis is ur cha.... weird..
u're owis da num1 volunteer!!

phew~ fun day is gone now....
dats our memories...
thx mirul! =D
hope u wil oso folo wat u taught those juniors..
dun affect by -ve thgs...
owis folo da +ve way ya~

Everyday raining

Haiz... 2day rain again..
jane came my hse n v tot wanna go walk2 at plyground wan.....
n aso ajak sam go thr dii...
but b4 v wana go out den rain ady... T^T

v waited outside da hse 4 d rain 2 stop.... abit drizzling oni...
wait till abt 1 1/2 hours ady stil same.. ishh
at last v didnt go oso....
haiyo.. sam cum phase 2 liao bt cant go.....
sry arh~ >.<

sob sobss

Teardrops on my guitar~

He looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without

He talks to me
I laugh 'cause it's so damn funny
I can't even see
Anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night
*He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And know she's lucky 'cause
*He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do


So I drive home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight
`'Cuz he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing
Don't know why I do

He's the time taken up but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into
He looks at me
I fake a smile so he won't see......

quite similar 2 u~
[h]

schl reopen....

haih~
tmr schl reopen liao.... nid 2 go bac schl liao... huhu
sooo lazy ler..
wat 2 do???! argh....
summore got tuition liao... aiyoo

ah peh peh stil here wit us... ^^ popo~
luckily segar dun accept u.... wahaha
v'r stil 8.. all here 2gthr... yeah!

go bac sch meet frens again.. tcher... new classmates.... new frenss... zzz..
think of wana go schl nia feel vry lazy liao... ><
aduiii~
pmr summore........
dunno y tiz hols gone away soo fast....
haiz.. T^T

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frenz, study hard in 2010 ya~!!
dun 4get v all goin 2 sit 4 pmr o.... ><"
especially u... v promised 2 study hard 2gether.... rite?
so do it!!!
i knw u sure can!! ^^

tmr start tuition again...
hope wil saw u thr lar..
i noe 1 day v'll sure meet thr.... hahah

[luck]

lucky is waitin' 4 u~

2010 countdown

Ytdy went sg.wang 4 countdown....
reached thr stil early so go walk walk 1st......
den bought 1 shirt.... n went home liao oni i realize d shirt 'cacat'... ishh!!
not nice liao lor...
aso cant go bac thr chg liao lar.. so far.... arghh ==

aftr bout 8pm oni go 2 da "countdown spot"... hehe..
sooo many ppl...
stand quite far frm da stage..... haih~
cant c clearly.. n d sound system oso nt clear... tv oso blurr.... haiyoo!
summore wait bout 2 hours oni da show start.... lolz
sien daoo.. duh~

10pm... show start.. gt singer start singing liao.....
phew~ finally!!
quite re nao thr.. but too bad gt ppl fighting.... so dangerous!!! ><
they all summore take stick 4 fight...
y 1st day of da year oso wanna fight?? haih~

on dat night hung a round & beutiful moon on da sky.....
so lucky~
so ngam tis new year got round moon aso... hahah

my frenz, gud luck n wish u d best in 2010!!! ^^
gambateh!!
Itz 2010~!!!

[01.01.2010]
yeah~


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waw~ i didnt tot dat on d 1st day of da year can b soo hapii!!!!!
wahahahah.....
u bring me laughter... n choose tiz day...... haha
I juz cant stop smiling n laughin 2dy....
so nice!! tHx ya~!
lub ya! haha

gud ll luck
tyty~ =D