Another A again ?!

tis is coincidence ..
after abt 1 week we communicate
akmal asked in an indirect way

aww ..
he's polite
not usual to meet ppl like tis
he's alrite wit anythin
get hurt by a ' no ' ?

so sorry if it is
doesnt mean to
but really a nice guy of u
keep it up yaw !
haha

19.2.11

2011 F1 Orientation

On the 1st week of school in 2011 ....
2nd n 3rd day after sch reopen we had orientation for f1 students
tis year i felt like many f1 people tat i knew
which is my fren's siblings
azril's sis (syahirah j), nik's sis (danial dubais) , q'ney's bro (J'minn) & my dad's fren son (kar fai)
* i dont really knw how to spell the names

tis year,
new prs also involved in tis orientation
good also
they can learn some skills
n experienced
tis would probably a good time for them to learn ! haha

As usual,
every year,
we introduced ourselves
i realise i become more brave than previous year
i talked more
n speak better
but of coz
much more improvement gotto be done :)
mayb nex year .. last chance
huhu

Orientation was totally fun !
i was shocked !
when i knew amirul will be joining us
initialy shud be syakib who replace peh's place
den he dont have sch orange shirt
so in the end amirul replace it
haha
im still in doubt why him ?
who called him ?
hmm ...

Ketua for each group was told to choose 20 students, 10 gurls, 10 boys
when teacher said that ,
in yshin's mind would be " i wana choose az's sis ! "
and so ,
i didnt put any hope on choosing her
if she did not chose her ,
i still wont choose her unless she's really left behind

As wat i've expected,
the 1st person she chose is sj ..
wanted to be urs ? take it
i dont want either !
duh ~

While im choosing my group members,
syahirah shouted to me
" wen ying ! why didnt u choose me ?! "
i was stunt for a moment
n i said
" she chose u ady mah "

instantly i felt sorry for syahirah
tats not i wanted to
im force to
so sorry ~
i knew im not wrong
but i dont know why,
i just felt sorry n guilty
for u
please forgive ...

On 2nd day of orientation,
suddenly i saw q'ney's bro
i didnt know he's f1 alrdy ! hahaha
and i chose him to be my group member

Overall ,
orientasi was fun
although i incharge of the same game -- spider web

thru tis ,
i realise n i can see tat haizad had changed
to a better person = )

And ,
why miru out of sudden treat me so good ?
i thought he hav gf ?
im amazed ..
why huh ?
i cant make up my mind
he's not like tat b4 ...


Tiring yet enjoyable

: )

Sch reopen 2011

Its friday now ..
last day of the 1st week after sch reopen
tis week is not a nice week
i dont un physics
many new subjects which is not easy to cope wit
i tell myself,
i gota try harder !
do not repeat my past mistakes again !
fuhh !

Tis week,
aj didnt talk to me
i just dont know wat happened to us
can't we be as usual ?
cant we be frens again ?
this situation didnt benefit either one of us
n im da one who was suffering all the while
im a real fool !
blinded by a word -- Love
haih ..

As i've almost predicted before,
whether we will be better ? or worst ?
and now
thr's da answer
we've become even worst
n its not a gud thing
i would not wan tis to continue

I want to flee !!

shoo shooo !

Another A ?

Only a short time about 2 or 3 months
many things had happened
many things between us
we enjoyed
I really miss the end of 2010 !

We meet each other
i went to ur hse
we went for sports, outing, shopping
for once we're extremely close ....
tats not a single thing of me tat u're blank of
im honest to u
in everything ..

since 2011
since sch reopen ,
we seems like dont even know each other
we didnt speak even a word
we didnt smile
we didnt stare

I'm damn emo
my face is not lighted wit a slight smile
till then i really really realise ,
all these while ,
im just having fun wit myself

I realise u tried to walk bac
i realise u try avoiding me
then why u treat me sooo good ?
i dont want it !
T^T

U make me suffer
u make me hard to lose u
u're a bad guy !
totally bad !
u're cool
u're proud
just bcoz u're rich
u're bad
u're helpless
u're bringing trouble !
u're not caring ...

Sorry ..
im just trying to use tis way to forget u
things between us during da holidays ,
was really a sweet sweet memories
sweeter than the honey bee
sweeter than ever !

I wont forget it 4eva !
i will keep it in my heart n mind
i hope it is same to u
i hope at least u did put a little true heart on me
i hope u're not just acting on behalf of me

Remember me,
remember our secrets,
remember our memories
bring them wherever u go


Baby dolphin
lurve ~
Jay B

Another H

Its another H here..
I dunno wat 2 say or how 2 say....
its all start during deepavali tis year (few days ago b4 tis post)
till then,
genting trip on 9th of Nov
it was an unforgettable one!

It keep coming into my mind
wherever i go
whatever i do
whenever im free
argh...
rescue me!

I did not happen after a long time
now
its coming again
wat shud i do?

2day u asked me,
da ques tat i was eager 2 listen
but dunno how i face it
which was askin 4 cpl
Nway, still hav 2 giv u an ans when u asked 2 do so
so i said idk
after tat,
da whole situation changed
it seems lik we're all down
dunno y..
it just happen suddenly

da prob why i couldnt accept is so many
many stuff came into my mind
later,
u asked 2 change other topic

I just wana say,
u're good
but mayb its not da time yet
as u said,
u asked at da wrong time

I hope u dont misunderstand
be confident in urself
u're not not gud,
u're good!
U like 2 make tat face infront of me
duh~


-Haziq safri-

Outing wif frenss

Yahhooooooo!
2dy went outing wif frenss
q'ney, rachel, jane & peh
old town, mc'd n cass top.. xD

It was not lik wat i had expected... hehe
phew~
quite fun.. i mean, ok la.... ^^
i had learnt something.....

I learnt a word -- understanding, from u
i noe y he would like u
no wonder he could keep mention bout u in front of me
thr's no doubt at all..
I've changed..
i hope tis lesson will last in me 4ever it can....

No one is perfect, but u're gud in some way
keep it up!
my fren =)

Between u n me

Why are u always so gud?
im kinda jealous bout it
why?
i can tell u tat u are soooooo damn lucky, did u noe tat?
u hav da things ppl dont hav..
myb u did appreciate..
but plz rmb 2 appreciate it always.....
although if u think tis kind of thgs is common among ppl around u...

U have a gud bacground..
a warm family..
a gud heart..
an intelligent brain..
a nice physical..
a gud attitude..
wat else?
wat is missing?
NO..
nothing!

Omgosh..

Im not like u..
i suffer in tis world...
im not enjoying 2 da fullest..
i dont hav 2 gud brain like urs
i DONT HAVE!!

Haih...
But one thing i keep telling myself :
mayb all these im facing now
was a key in da future
where i could adapt 2 all these
and make it as a lesson
to avoid this 2 happen again
in order 2 live a happy n gud life
in da future.....

No pain no gain

Life is so unfair

today get resultss 4 pmr trial....
get a few subjects which is sc, sej n geo..
can say ok la my marks.....

It is so unfair when u all keep saying i get so high marks..
sort of angry face lik tat
when get high marks cannot talk anythg d la?
muz keep quiet la?

I said it is so unfair bcz
why?
why u all keep saying ONLY me?
not yi xin not avinaash not pavi?
hey!
wat is all tis? huh?
myb coz im UNUSUAL.. in a way where i doesnt get high marks always..
not lik them...
so i think u all say me lik tis bcz of tat.....

She get high marks u all dun say?
why huh?
why? why? why?
all i get is suffer..
duh~

Wana keep quiet d....
let u all talk finish only i talk..

A word -- unfair!

Time fly swiftly

"time fly swiftly" tis word i told my fren twice dii...
i mean.. 2 diff fren la of cuz!
n i totally agree tat time fly swiftly.....
but when u're in a happy mood.. time fly extra swiftly than when u're unhapii.....
y huh? y happy time would passed so quick??
hmm...
bcz we doesnt realise abt time when we're happy.... =D

well,
start frm tmr resultssss will be coming out n out..
huhu..
hope 4 flying colours!!
at least 8A's la plzz.......
esp english.. ==
(4 my mum)

but still tmr got 2 more exams..
moral & art... (not important, tats y im here now so free 2 write blog)
hahahahah

so long didnt write at my own blog..
busying posting n posting at 37_oneluvRhythm blog nii......

btway, Im 15 years n 1 day young! =)

Go away

Plzz...
I beg u..
can u go away?!
u're killing me......
Im suffering bcz of u...
i juz dont lik it!!

Regret tat i've left a bad impression in u
n a bad responce 2 u
but its not frm ME
its not da real ME....
i'll change it one day
Wait n See...

Why r u such breathtaking..?
im suffocated..
gasping 4 air......

Haih~
T^T

Undescribeable

U're undescribeable....
tell me y its so hard 2 forget?
why it keeps playin around my mind?..

Im so afraid..
afraid dat my heart will be numb bcz of u....
afraid dat i'll upset bcz thgs bout u...

U're not perfect
but u're perfect 4 me...
i noe, being with a perfect person aint easy..

Mayb thr's a reason which i cant get u now...
myb u're kept 4 da future?
i dunno~
eager 2 noe ur future....

Why u threat me tis way?
u keep changing..
i dont get it......
U told me ur routine
n i think itz true....

I juz dont get u... 0.o"

Reminds of U

Every single thg bout u caught my full attention....
Ur colour
Ur style
Ur words
Ur food
Ur expressions

Puple, green
Simple
U're da man!!
Shaperd's pie, agar2
Wink..... hahahah

But itz all a past............
Its a memory~

Haizz..

Soul of calligraphy

(Dun reli noe how 2 spell kaligrafi.. heheh)
juz now wrote 1 page of zhong kai hw....
as usual, its our weekly hw.. Zz

usually i wrote vry ugly wan... dunno how 2 write it!! ==
but tdy... its lik an improvement..
seems lik my words look nicer ady.... hahaha
myb i start 2 knw tis kaligrafi thingy.. hehe

bt stil hav 2 wait n c wat marks tcher wil gv... haha
hope wun b dissapointed.. =)

Holiday's here again =]

1st term sch break!! hoho
but..
holiday is ntg 4 me...
stil gotta go sch 4 extra classes n all those 'hols' hmworksss.... Zzz
plus study summore (say oni) .. hahah
whr gt holiday??! Haiz

wat 2 do.. pmr lorr....
every tcher keep putting pressure on us by saying pmr pmr n pmr.. ishh
enuf la! gonna boom dii lar.. haiyo......



Nway, hApii holidays yar~ ^^
Enjoy~

March resultz

Rawrrr... march results is all out..
My results are below::
Bm ----- 77
Bi ------ 88
Bc ----- 75
Maths -- 100
Sej ----- 90 (h)
Geo ---- 98 (h)
Kh ----- 100 (h)
Sc ----- 94

wat is dis?? haha
dunno wat shud i say....
good but nt gud till dat type..
bad aso nt bad till too bad..
anyway, stil hapii bout it lar!! hahaha

walao... i n yi xin juz difference in 1 mark!! fuyohh... high 5~ (although nt same but stil can high5 rite?) haha xp
didnt thought b4 dat i could get 100 marks.. n for 2 sub....surprising~ hehe
wat a nice number..
feel proud of it...
too bad im nt goin sch tmr... =p hehe

N reli lucky tis exam...
dunno y some simply choose aso can correct o.. especially bc... swt
i thought i can fail my chinese leh... huhu
phew~

btw, im here 2 say..
let da past b da past...
put on more effort 4 da future..
manda, u've improved alot.. although didnt reach ur target... but 1 step at a time..
i noe u can! =]
jyjy!!! especially my beloved gang2.... hahahah

thx alot guys~!! ^^